I am sick and tired of having to pretend to be the nice friend, when all I want to do is to tell them how much I hate it when they are picking on something, biting onto someone and not letting go. But the only thing that stopped me, is because I am trying to be a good friend.

And maybe I am trying too hard. That's why things backfired, right?

I am tired. I am really tired.

I need to learn to be alone. Really alone.

And I need to get Jeffrey out of my system.

I am still dark and twisty me, and I hate myself.