Monday, July 23, 2007 10:02 PM
♥Stress level up, uP, UP
There are always ups and downs in life.
For mine, my ups are my downs.
I simply don't know what to do anymore.
Maybe I should treasure what I have now and don't try to change anything.
Maybe I should go after what I really want.
But by doing either, I might end up with nothing at all.
And I am not sure if I am ready to lose everything.
Work has been piling up, stress level up.
Everyday at work is like going to war.
Every little mistake I make might bring me and people behind me down.
I am getting so tired of all these political issues.
I am afraid of bringing unwanted troubles to people who has been trying so hard to help me.
For all the help that i've got, I am really grateful.
And for all the love and concern that I've got, I know I must go on.
But I don't know how much energy I am left with.
How much longer can I go on, with people so determine to see me fall?
Sunday, July 22, 2007 2:05 PM
♥Out Chilling
Have always been out till late as usual, but yesterday was fun.
5am:
Woke up for POSB grand opening.
6am:
Reached POSB and started working till 10am. Left Kian there to look after everything, including my sister and her friend, and I went AMK Hub with my boss. To visit promoters.
1030am:
Reached AMK Hub too early, so I helped out at OCBC roadshow for a lil, then went off to see my promoters.
Travelled around around around. . . till 3+pm and then home sweet home.
Once home, removed my make up, bathe a lil and K.O till 7pm.
Received Joey's sms just as I woke up. So. . . chatted with her abit. . . Nearly went to join Joey and Ben and Elke in town when i suddenly thought of going somewhere to chill and drink.
So I smsed Kian and Siew. . . and asked Joey and Ben and Elke along. But Ben doesn't drink, so Ben and Elke didn come.
Supposed to meet 3cai too, but then 3cai has to go with her friends for someone's birthday, and MS doesn't sound too good, so we ended up going Clarke Quay.
Supposed to go Pump room i think. . . but the place was super packed, and we decided to go Indochine instead. . . but AhBenToh wearing slippers, so Joey & AhBenToh suggested ktv pub at Boat Quay, and that's where we went.
Was quite strange at first I suppose. . . cos AhBenToh didn't recognise me. . . and doesn't know my friends. . . And Siew and Kian doesn't know him too. Joey and AhBenToh started playing dices and we started 5 10. But Siew died down after she discovered games in Kian's Prada phone, which was quite sucky.
Shortly after, Jon joined us too. And 3cai suddenly popped out. Man, was I happy to see her.
So, we slacked around, listened to Joey sing, talking to 3cai. Really bad that 3cai have to go. It'll be so much more fun with you~!
Okie. Long story short cos I have to go Bishan already. . .
So after 3cai went off we continued to chill and drink and listen to songs, laughing at something which i forgot, played game at the game machine with Siew and everyone got comfy with each other.
Then Joey, Jon and AhBenToh suggested going MOS, since they can sign us in. So Ben drove home to change (He was wearing slippers).
Down to MOS, the 3 of them finally get to dance. So. . . was nice to see them dance. Then got this girl asked Kian if Joey is attached, afterwhich, she asked if Joey is my girlfriend. I didn't know how to answer so I left it to Joey to answer. But seems like Joey didn't even look at her.
Sorry girl! Haha. . .
Overall yesterday was fun. We should do this more.
Righty! Time to bathe or Kian's gonna kill me for being late again!
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 12:29 AM
♥Rants
Rant Rant Rant.
Just too much to say.
Don't know where to start.
Don't know how to end.
So lets just summarise it into. . .
"Rant Rant Rant"
Wednesday, July 04, 2007 2:47 AM
♥Graduation Ceremony 03/07/07
I had a GREAT time at My Graduation Ceremony 03/07/07.
Stepping into the building after what seems like decades brings back a different feeling.
Makes me miss going to school, being late / skipping lectures, laughing and doing stupid things with Kuanyi & co, miss those FYP times when we will all walk to south canteen and laugh at Kuanyi's jacket sleeves being tied at the back. . .
So much memories.
I saw so many of you guys today. I miss you guys loads!
Jeremy Ryan, Kuanyi, Francois, Youloon, Indera, Sebastian, Godwin, Felicia, Tricia and everyone else from my lecture group. It was nice seeing you all again.
The speech before the whole ceremony kicks off was super boring. So I actually fell asleep during the blah blah blah, until loud clappings woke me up.
Waited for very long, cheered for some of my friends, clapped until my palms felt raw, and finally its my turn to go on stage.
While waiting at the side to go onto stage, a sudden fear gripped me. No. It might not be fear. I am not sure if I was excited, or nervous.
Well, it was only a mere 6 seconds on the stage. Walked briskly to the presenter, pose to take picture for membrance, and then walked off the stage briskly. That's all.
But it was indeed fun, to see everyone in that grad gown, wearing formal for the last time in NYP, and sweltering under the massive afternoon heat, running about, taking pictures, trying to get to talk to everyone, to order pictures, rushing off to some other places etc.
It's nice too, to walk out of school with my bunch of classmates, most probably for the last time, to take a train together, heeding to town. It feels so much like after school, and we were going to town for subway and dota.
It is super sweet of Gabby came to meet me too, despise all the tiredness from work, to accompany me with my classmates.
It feels good too, to finally to get to sit down with Tricia, and Joey, and Joey's friend to chat after so long. Every time I see Tricia, she'll be busy making desserts in Ti Amo, or working as a cashier. And Joey, as usual, busier then the ants looking for food.
I had a wonderful day, seeing all the people that I missed soooo much.
Thank you to my mum, for insisting that I go for my Graduation Ceremony.
Thank you mummy too, for being there to take picture with me in my grad gown.
Thank you to all my friends, for still being as crappy as ever, for bringing all the laughter back into my memories.
Thank you Gabby for just being there.
Thank you Tricia, and Joey, for I missed you both more then you ever know. And even if otherwise, know that I'll always be there for you.
Lastly. . . .
Thank you NYP, for providing me with 3 great years of happyness, and giving me classmates worth remembering for the lifetime, and letting me know people whom affected and changed my life, directly and indirectly.
And even though I have the weirdest people In my class, I still love you guys. From orientation till Gradution, I will remember.
