Friday, November 30, 2007 1:35 AM
♥
I am so tired. . .
Sometimes I wish I can just put everything down and quit.
*SCREAM*
Tuesday, November 27, 2007 11:01 PM
♥
歌手：
周杰伦说不上为什么
我变得很主动
若爱上一个人
什么都会值得去做
我想大声宣布
对你依依不舍
连隔壁邻居都猜到
我现在的感受
河边的风
在吹着头发飘动
牵着你的手
一阵莫名感动
我想带你
回我的外婆家
一起看着日落
一直到我们都睡着
我想就这样
牵着你的手不放开
爱能不能够
永远单纯没有悲哀
我想带你骑单车
我想和你看棒球
想这样没担忧
唱着歌一直走
我想就这样
牵着你的手不放开
爱可不可以
简简单单没有伤害
你靠着我的肩膀
你在我胸口睡着
像这样的生活
我爱你你爱我
想简!简!单!单!爱...
想简!简!单!单!爱...
Was listening to this song on FM. Suddenly feel emo. Just wanna share the lyrics with you. :)
11:30 AM
♥Hurt
Finally, a day off from work.
Not as if I didn't take MC from work last wednesday. . .
But I am just so tired from working 7 days a week, and everday, I felt as though I am drowning in an unlimited amount of pressure. It is just like the vast ocean surrounding me, and I cant seem to breathe.
One will never understand how I can get so stress with the work I am doing,
But there are just too much for me to do. So many things piling up, so many things still awaiting for confirmation before I can act on it, so many last minute events, and Sitex is just this thursday! Goodness gracious me.
So many thoughts running through my mind.
Things that
used to affect me.
But now that I know for sure, I will not think about silly thoughts anymore.
There is no more reason to. Not a naught.
I might be distasted, but it doesn't apply to everybody. Maybe that is the reason why everyone move in and out of ife ever so quickly.
Monday, November 26, 2007 12:38 AM
♥
Whatever. You guys are watching a show.
You wanna clear the air then come talk to me.
I dun wanna ask again. . .
Or I should say, I won't ask again.
Wednesday, November 21, 2007 3:28 AM
♥Sadness VS Happyness
There are times when sadness overwhelms happyness.
Times when you lost your aim to be happy.
Times when you expect someone to understand you but realised that in actual fact, that person doesn't know nuts bout how you feel and what you think.
Haven't known each other for long. But for that few months, everyday together, does that all not make any difference?
Do you not understand me a teeny weeny bit? Do you not know how I really feel?
Or does it all don't matter to you? That you don't even put it to heart? Not even as a friend?
I cannot accept the fact that maybe you don't even know how I feel and why I do the things I do.
Maybe I am expecting too much from someone as insensitive as you.
I don't know anymore.
Because if I can be there for you when you need someone / anyone, then why cant you put in a little bit of effort as a friend?
And I keep telling myself that I don't wanna care no more.
All these shit, it just keep appearing.
Sunday, November 18, 2007 10:34 AM
♥
Come talk to me if you are unhappy bout me.
I'll rather you talk like a civilised human, rather then giving me all the assumptions , and yet leave everything hanging like now.
Its irritating how all things like this can affect me.
Friday, November 09, 2007 11:02 PM
♥Happyness
Happyness.
This word has a very wide defination.
What is yours?
For me, as long as my heart tells me this is what I want, then I am happy.
It seems like forever, since I last know what I really want.
What am I looking forward to everyday?
When was the last time I looked forward to my everyday?
My answer will be during my school days.
At least during my days in NYP, my everyday was filled with laughter and fun.
At least every day I start my day with a light heart, a brand new smile.
What is missing in my life now?
I wonder. . . . .
Monday, November 05, 2007 5:24 PM
♥My life.
Having some crazy months since I came back from Genting.
The parties, the booze, the music, the guys.
You name it I have it.
Too much baby! Time to tone down!
Everytime I play, I feel like I am losing a lil part of myself.
There will come one day, when I feel that I'll totally lose myself.
But then again, lets wait for that day to come before doing anything else.
Now, don't come nagging at me. Its all random rantings. I am vexed as it is.
