It hurts. However, I guess I am prepared for it.

Being with you again, it proves, that I cannot feel any sense of security. Everything ends with a question mark and I don't feel happy at all. Even when I am physically beside you.

Nowadays, I feel like I cannot tolerate any small little nonsense. Someone said that there is too much on my mind, that is why I feel so impatient with everything.

I am apologetic to my dearest friends, and to my family. Thank you for always tolerating with my stupid antics. I will become someone better, with a much constructive goal in my life.

And for now, I shall look forward, leave you behind, and find something more important than you.

Goodbye my love. You will always have a place in my heart. Just that, my love for you will be of a different level now. And I think, this is for the best for both you and me.