Sunday, June 29, 2008 11:21 PM
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Lazy to type too much. So I'm gonna make this post short.
Training at Chulia St has ended so I won't be going back there till 28th July for my orientation.
Gonna miss my bunch of colleagues man! Now we'll be all over Singapore. :S Noone to crap with already.
Training at Chulia St has ended so I won't be going back there till 28th July for my orientation.
Gonna miss my bunch of colleagues man! Now we'll be all over Singapore. :S Noone to crap with already.
Tellers' training June 08.
Saturday at Dblo with Jolene, Edwin, Winston, Kelen, and Kian. Xin Rui went with his bunch of friends too. It was nice with him around. Especially when Jolene's drunk and Kian super high. Thank you, Rui.
Went Rasa Sentosa with Jolene, Chris and one of Jolene's friend today to look at the ballroom setup. I think we can do better then what they did today. Haha. No comments. Right. So after the viewing we had dinner together. Chris and Jolene wanted Jap food, so we settled at Sushi Tei @ Vivocity. Paiseh to make them treat me. Thanks loads. :)
Starting my job at the branch officially tomorrow. Hope everything's gonna be alright for me, and for all my colleagues. Work hard and look forward to reunion on 28th July!
Monday, June 23, 2008 10:47 PM
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Today is the easiest day throughout training. We are suppose to do cashiering test today, but there wasn't enough time so the girls have to go back tomorrow for test. Tomorrow gonna be tough though, cos I've got to go back to the branch in the morning and back to HQ for test in the afternoon. Stress~
Nothing too much to talk about already.
Gonna meet Kian for supper! :D
Nothing too much to talk about already.
Gonna meet Kian for supper! :D
3 cheers to 2nd may. (Xin Rui & Me)
Sunday, June 22, 2008 2:47 PM
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For the past week, I was working towards Saturday night at Dblo. I miss retro, I miss Dblo, and everyone there. The smell of Dblo, the blast from the speakers, and even the uncle who climbs the railings.
But when the week finally ends, I spent 3/4 of my Saturday at home, slacking, doing nothing, and staring at a box called the television. Luckily I smsed Xin Rui and he was heeding down to Zouk. So I joined in as well. And Kian happened to be free, so we went down together. :D
And Singapore is so freaking small. Xin Rui's besties happened to be my ex-promoters who hate me to the core, even till now. But at least now the air is clear. I do hope they can see me in a new light, and not together with the fucked up company. :S
Past week was chaotic. So many tests piled up, with all the stress. I am glad its all over already. My colleagues are cool too! TGIF, and we went somewhere near our workplace for some drinks. I like that kind of feeling. Chill after a long week. It keeps people going on.
Gonna start mugging soon today. Am meeting my colleagues for study group. That's how chiong we are. On a Sunday afternoon too. And that shows how hardworking I am. Never was this hardworking in my school life. -.-
To people undergoing changes in your life:
Look far. Feel far. Go far.
But don't ever stay too far away from me.
Because me too, am working very hard in life.
But when the week finally ends, I spent 3/4 of my Saturday at home, slacking, doing nothing, and staring at a box called the television. Luckily I smsed Xin Rui and he was heeding down to Zouk. So I joined in as well. And Kian happened to be free, so we went down together. :D
And Singapore is so freaking small. Xin Rui's besties happened to be my ex-promoters who hate me to the core, even till now. But at least now the air is clear. I do hope they can see me in a new light, and not together with the fucked up company. :S
Past week was chaotic. So many tests piled up, with all the stress. I am glad its all over already. My colleagues are cool too! TGIF, and we went somewhere near our workplace for some drinks. I like that kind of feeling. Chill after a long week. It keeps people going on.
Me with Yishi. The only other girl who joins the guys other then Caren and Me.
The glass is almost as big as my face! I think I can drown in this.
Gonna start mugging soon today. Am meeting my colleagues for study group. That's how chiong we are. On a Sunday afternoon too. And that shows how hardworking I am. Never was this hardworking in my school life. -.-
To people undergoing changes in your life:
Look far. Feel far. Go far.
But don't ever stay too far away from me.
Because me too, am working very hard in life.
Friday, June 20, 2008 12:50 AM
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As my msn nick, I have loads of scary scary tests.
I mean, how much can a human brain take in?
I have only a teeny weeny brain, and I have loads and loads of informations to remember. All these are killing me! I am dying! Someone please save me!!!!!!!
Luckily I do have a bunch of very nice colleagues. Having fun even when we are all super duper stress. And I found out that I have a colleague who has the same birthday as me! WOW! But he's one year older. Haha. . . So fun. And I guess that's why we click faster then with the rest of them.
Cant stay blogging to long. . . Gonna mug mug mug! I've got 2 tests tomorrow, and a retest. Yea that's right. Retest. I failed one of the tests, so now I die also must pass it. >.<
Please pray for me everybody!
And god, please bless me loads!!!
P.s: Thank you Kian, for standing by me through this stressful period. I need all the encouragement I can get. :)
I mean, how much can a human brain take in?
I have only a teeny weeny brain, and I have loads and loads of informations to remember. All these are killing me! I am dying! Someone please save me!!!!!!!
Luckily I do have a bunch of very nice colleagues. Having fun even when we are all super duper stress. And I found out that I have a colleague who has the same birthday as me! WOW! But he's one year older. Haha. . . So fun. And I guess that's why we click faster then with the rest of them.
Cant stay blogging to long. . . Gonna mug mug mug! I've got 2 tests tomorrow, and a retest. Yea that's right. Retest. I failed one of the tests, so now I die also must pass it. >.<
Please pray for me everybody!
And god, please bless me loads!!!
P.s: Thank you Kian, for standing by me through this stressful period. I need all the encouragement I can get. :)
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 12:26 AM
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Work's tiring.
Its draining me out. Every ounce of energy.
I need some motivation.
I need to stop thinking. . .
And I need to stop feeling so left out. . . . .
Its draining me out. Every ounce of energy.
I need some motivation.
I need to stop thinking. . .
And I need to stop feeling so left out. . . . .
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 1:27 AM
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It just keeps me thinking.
I know I am thinking too much.
Everyone will say tell me that. Definitely.
But, is that a hint?
That big part of me wish that it is.
But I shall tell myself not to hold any hopes at all.
Because I know the higher my hopes, the more pain I will have.
And I am already hurting like hell.
I know I am thinking too much.
Everyone will say tell me that. Definitely.
But, is that a hint?
That big part of me wish that it is.
But I shall tell myself not to hold any hopes at all.
Because I know the higher my hopes, the more pain I will have.
And I am already hurting like hell.
Saturday, June 14, 2008 10:15 PM
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Have been at my new job for a week.
Who says my position is easy? Please. I am going crazy with everything.
Training is demonic. Everyday 9am - 630pm, and usually we'll stay back later to do e-learning. Then we go home, and continue studying more.
And this coming monday, we are having our first certification test. Another test on wednesday, and 2 more on friday. That's the only reason that can make me stay home on a Saturday night. I mean. . . I should have better things to do right? o.0
But my classmates are all very nice people. But one very weird thing people will notice with my group is that the girls and guys will be split into 2 groups. Even in class we sit on girls' side and boys' side. Is it a normal sight? As usual, I hang out better with the guys. They are more of the jokers kind, so ya. It feels more comfy. Haha.
Life has been busy for the past week. I suppose that is good. Squeeze me dry so I don't have time to think about anything else. No more time for silly thoughts. I think this is better.
- Looking forward to next Saturday at Dblo and then my first pay day! :D
Who says my position is easy? Please. I am going crazy with everything.
Training is demonic. Everyday 9am - 630pm, and usually we'll stay back later to do e-learning. Then we go home, and continue studying more.
And this coming monday, we are having our first certification test. Another test on wednesday, and 2 more on friday. That's the only reason that can make me stay home on a Saturday night. I mean. . . I should have better things to do right? o.0
But my classmates are all very nice people. But one very weird thing people will notice with my group is that the girls and guys will be split into 2 groups. Even in class we sit on girls' side and boys' side. Is it a normal sight? As usual, I hang out better with the guys. They are more of the jokers kind, so ya. It feels more comfy. Haha.
Life has been busy for the past week. I suppose that is good. Squeeze me dry so I don't have time to think about anything else. No more time for silly thoughts. I think this is better.
- Looking forward to next Saturday at Dblo and then my first pay day! :D
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 10:20 PM
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A card and a book from Jolene for my new job.
She chose the book for me because of something I said. I most probably said it and chuck it at the back of my head, unwilling to think about it again. But she remembered. And so the book, wishing that it can answer some of my doubts, see things furthur, and realise things that maybe were once taken for granted by me.
The card has a very meaningful message too.
A NEW START
The page once written has been read,
The chapter closed and done.
Time now to leave behind regret
And walk towards the sun. . .
That rises to another day
That's brighter than the last.
Leave all bitterness behind --
You have divorced the past.
Be positive about your life,
The changes you've been through.
In turn, you'll come to recognize
You've found a stronger you.
I may be at the bottom of a bottomless pit now. But I too, believe that I will get out of it one fine day. And I know too, when I get to the top, I will find myself much stronger, and a different me.
Thank you girl, for always being with me when I had stupid emo days. And thank you, for remembering even the slightest things. I may be a friend that is very absent minded, not very observant, and not very sensitive to others. But I promise, I will be a very true friend, just for you.
She chose the book for me because of something I said. I most probably said it and chuck it at the back of my head, unwilling to think about it again. But she remembered. And so the book, wishing that it can answer some of my doubts, see things furthur, and realise things that maybe were once taken for granted by me.
The card has a very meaningful message too.
A NEW START
The page once written has been read,
The chapter closed and done.
Time now to leave behind regret
And walk towards the sun. . .
That rises to another day
That's brighter than the last.
Leave all bitterness behind --
You have divorced the past.
Be positive about your life,
The changes you've been through.
In turn, you'll come to recognize
You've found a stronger you.
I may be at the bottom of a bottomless pit now. But I too, believe that I will get out of it one fine day. And I know too, when I get to the top, I will find myself much stronger, and a different me.
Thank you girl, for always being with me when I had stupid emo days. And thank you, for remembering even the slightest things. I may be a friend that is very absent minded, not very observant, and not very sensitive to others. But I promise, I will be a very true friend, just for you.
Monday, June 09, 2008 7:35 AM
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Starting my new job in another 1.5hr.
So scary. And you'll be surprised that I lost sleep last night.
Super tired now. =.=
So scary. And you'll be surprised that I lost sleep last night.
Super tired now. =.=
Sunday, June 08, 2008 4:35 PM
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我只能远远的看着在台上发光, 发热的你.
可是我永远也只能这样的陪着你, 在你生命旅途中默默的替你打气吧?
可是我永远也只能这样的陪着你, 在你生命旅途中默默的替你打气吧?
Friday, June 06, 2008 3:54 AM
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I used to believe that if 2 person truly love each other, no matter what happened, they will stick together.
Or maybe too much Taiwan dramas make my perception twisted.
I have 2 friends. Their relationship is love. Definitely love. Selfless love.
But due to certain circumstances, the guy decided to leave the girl. Not that they are together or anything. No they are not together officially. And now, the guy wants to leave, but cant bear to leave.
The girl knows he wants to leave, but is unwilling to accept it. And she need no title. She need nothing from the guy. She just want him to be there. To know that he's there. To be there with him.
This is tragedy. I mean, it is quite sad to really see all these happening ain't it? You 2 are so truly in love, but you can't be together. Its like there are alot other to consider other then 'You love me and I love you'.
And if it is for me, I don't need that title too. I just need an occasional care and concern, to know that love still exist in the world. And even if one day we have to go on living our separate lives, I'll know that there is one guy out there that love me and that one guy I love.
I believe she feels the same way too. . .
It is just so hard to love in a world like this.
Makes me feel that the world is so cold and unfeeling.
Because I can no longer trust nor feel love.
Or maybe too much Taiwan dramas make my perception twisted.
I have 2 friends. Their relationship is love. Definitely love. Selfless love.
But due to certain circumstances, the guy decided to leave the girl. Not that they are together or anything. No they are not together officially. And now, the guy wants to leave, but cant bear to leave.
The girl knows he wants to leave, but is unwilling to accept it. And she need no title. She need nothing from the guy. She just want him to be there. To know that he's there. To be there with him.
This is tragedy. I mean, it is quite sad to really see all these happening ain't it? You 2 are so truly in love, but you can't be together. Its like there are alot other to consider other then 'You love me and I love you'.
And if it is for me, I don't need that title too. I just need an occasional care and concern, to know that love still exist in the world. And even if one day we have to go on living our separate lives, I'll know that there is one guy out there that love me and that one guy I love.
I believe she feels the same way too. . .
It is just so hard to love in a world like this.
Makes me feel that the world is so cold and unfeeling.
Because I can no longer trust nor feel love.
Labels: Dark and Twisted
Sunday, June 01, 2008 2:57 PM
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"Don't wait for me anymore. Sorry"
These simple words that came from you. How come they feel like thousand daggers piercing through me?
It wasn't easy to trust again, to love again. But for you, i did. Thinking that things will work out, and that you are my Mr. Right. But at the end of the day, all that
i am left with is to wonder around aimlessly, hurting like hell.
I am in pain. Hurting so much that I don't even know how to cry anymore.
I want things to go away.
I want to get over you.
These simple words that came from you. How come they feel like thousand daggers piercing through me?
It wasn't easy to trust again, to love again. But for you, i did. Thinking that things will work out, and that you are my Mr. Right. But at the end of the day, all that
i am left with is to wonder around aimlessly, hurting like hell.
I am in pain. Hurting so much that I don't even know how to cry anymore.
I want things to go away.
I want to get over you.
