Monday, July 25, 2005 11:51 PM
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finally got that freaking player up. but somehow its not good yet. cos it cant work when i tried to put it somewhere else. so for now u guys can onli hear the song at the front page. lol!!! jus for now. i will find other ways to solve tt prob. when i have the kick and the time. :x
that's all for now! :D
that's all for now! :D
Sunday, July 24, 2005 10:25 PM
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there is one regret in my life.
that is to teach min to eat sashimi.
god! now when she see sashimi, she practically pounce on it. and dip that delicious piece of raw salmon in wasabi. that piece of heavenly meat.
now watching a show abt making cakes. so fantasy. so kua zhang. and funny. haha.
i am now so bored. anythn.
/me go watch show le.
tata.
that is to teach min to eat sashimi.
god! now when she see sashimi, she practically pounce on it. and dip that delicious piece of raw salmon in wasabi. that piece of heavenly meat.
now watching a show abt making cakes. so fantasy. so kua zhang. and funny. haha.
i am now so bored. anythn.
/me go watch show le.
tata.
2:57 AM
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had enough of that plain plain background. too lazy to write a skin for myself. mayb one day. one fine day i will come up wif some fantastic skin. one day. :x anyways, there's another skin with a girl for the shadows. but the background is pink. and i prefer orange to pink. so, its a guy. haha! but its nice! and the song somehow doesn fit into the skin huh? its so weird. will find some nice songs to upload. soon, i hope. :x
/me walks away
/me walks away
1:14 AM
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was reading this romance story by Nora Roberts : Key Of Valor, when min & ron came into my mind. i dunno y. mayb cos these few days she was telling me abt stuffs between them. from them, i understood alot of things. things i noe, but did not do. things i heard of but did not care enough to think abt. i was/am so willful. selfish. in most occasions, i did not put myself i other people's shoes. i did what i like. i was in my own world. mayb thats y all my past relationships failed. couldn stay long. cos all the while, its the other party contributing, giving in to me. come to think of it. darn. starting to feel so useless. so not worthy of everything. lucky i still have my besties around me. min, on and es.
come to think of it. these 3 guys. they noe me the best, inside out, upside down. and i can say that, in my whole life, the only guy that truly knows me will be es. he noes wad mischief i m up to, knows what in the hell is bugging me, knows what i am thinking w/o saying it out. min n coy oso knows. they know y i m pissed. but they nag. es nag too. but he keeps quiet when i give him that look. my killer look. muahaha! they say i bully es. but i treat him very good one okie! haha. wad can i say. lol. yawn. y m i saying all these? think i m getting old. so old tt i m afraid i will forget all these. those happy memories i had. how we crap together. y.o.z n es. how we had fun. how we get crazy. gosh. that much of memories. 6 years wif y.o.z. n mayb abt 4? wif es. sigh. how time flies. i wanna go back to sec sch days!! those innocent days.
sigh.
sigh..
sigh...
its time for bed.
good nightz.
come to think of it. these 3 guys. they noe me the best, inside out, upside down. and i can say that, in my whole life, the only guy that truly knows me will be es. he noes wad mischief i m up to, knows what in the hell is bugging me, knows what i am thinking w/o saying it out. min n coy oso knows. they know y i m pissed. but they nag. es nag too. but he keeps quiet when i give him that look. my killer look. muahaha! they say i bully es. but i treat him very good one okie! haha. wad can i say. lol. yawn. y m i saying all these? think i m getting old. so old tt i m afraid i will forget all these. those happy memories i had. how we crap together. y.o.z n es. how we had fun. how we get crazy. gosh. that much of memories. 6 years wif y.o.z. n mayb abt 4? wif es. sigh. how time flies. i wanna go back to sec sch days!! those innocent days.
sigh.
sigh..
sigh...
its time for bed.
good nightz.
Friday, July 22, 2005 12:07 PM
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today i did something unforgivable. i freaking skipped school for the whole day. :x lol. realli starting to hate school. hate. its not something i want in my life. i can dislike. but to hate. it means something else. i simply cant get myself to wake up to go for school, no matter how much i convince myself that the class is important. gosh. i am starting to get retard.
jus called es at work. was yeah-ing with him. and he was threatening to beat me up. lolz. he said he designed a poster for the company. and he is proud of his work. haha. but den his supervisor come le. so never talk le. haha.
and i cant freaking get thru on's line. where in the hell is she? ==; mus b still sleeping. that pig.
jus called es at work. was yeah-ing with him. and he was threatening to beat me up. lolz. he said he designed a poster for the company. and he is proud of his work. haha. but den his supervisor come le. so never talk le. haha.
and i cant freaking get thru on's line. where in the hell is she? ==; mus b still sleeping. that pig.
12:55 AM
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today is a busy day. and of course, tired.
skipped mca lab YET again. this is the dunno how many times in these 8 weeks that i've skipped mca labs. i think the teacher oso noe i m one of those who constantly skip classes. anyway. i took a cab to school today. people who dunno me will think i m rich. but actually i m just pure lazy. plus! i m not in the woman's mood to walk to smb mrt, and frm yck mrt walk to sch. its too far a distance. attended xml n mca lectures. had break. den was math. that shorty quek teacher dismissed early today. 2 hrs lesson he onli teach 1 hr. saved us alot of torture. :D anyway, accountings passed in a blink, cos i was slacking and most prob sleeping. lol. den went to ffr with sebas and zhiwei. saw indera, youloon and one other guy there. they were talking abt their band, and their song. first time seeing them seriously sitting down to think about something. that concentration. those seriousness, and the laughter from indera. seems like they are realli into these type of things.
oh yea. after grabbing some yucky food at splash & decker, i went for work. was teeny weeny bit late. :x den sort of REALLY messed up the carrer seminar. forgot the stand, took the wrong folders, wrong disc(annie told me to play another disc) *annie is someone frm work. anyway, its total disaster. den i wasn a great help today. cos i was supposed to help "pack" some folders, but i cant freaking find the forms. and i forgot how to use the freaking photocopying machine. and i used the wrong machine. today, is simply not my day.
and we worked till near to 10:30 den we leave. :x gosh!
but luckily my superstar idol did not disappoint me. i was so darn nervous when they were annoucing the results. so so so afraid that derrick will get out. not because i have no confidence in him. i dun trust the scoring system. i dun trust the fans. 70% of scores from the fans vote. that's what i call cheating of money. >:0 somemore one call so expensive. they are crazy. we are crazy. wadever.
tml going geylang to eat with kian and min. hope coy n es will join us too. den we'll have a big gathering. :D the more the merrier. :D
oh yea! suddenly tot of something. min complained that she cant access to my blog. anyone else with this same problem pls inform me. if possible. lol.
min: if u can access le pls leave a msg in my taggy. at least i noe the problem no longer exist. thanks. :D
/me listening to derrick sing. waiting for his latest clip to be posted on superstar webbie. :D den i can hear him sing.
/me faints.
=D
skipped mca lab YET again. this is the dunno how many times in these 8 weeks that i've skipped mca labs. i think the teacher oso noe i m one of those who constantly skip classes. anyway. i took a cab to school today. people who dunno me will think i m rich. but actually i m just pure lazy. plus! i m not in the woman's mood to walk to smb mrt, and frm yck mrt walk to sch. its too far a distance. attended xml n mca lectures. had break. den was math. that shorty quek teacher dismissed early today. 2 hrs lesson he onli teach 1 hr. saved us alot of torture. :D anyway, accountings passed in a blink, cos i was slacking and most prob sleeping. lol. den went to ffr with sebas and zhiwei. saw indera, youloon and one other guy there. they were talking abt their band, and their song. first time seeing them seriously sitting down to think about something. that concentration. those seriousness, and the laughter from indera. seems like they are realli into these type of things.
oh yea. after grabbing some yucky food at splash & decker, i went for work. was teeny weeny bit late. :x den sort of REALLY messed up the carrer seminar. forgot the stand, took the wrong folders, wrong disc(annie told me to play another disc) *annie is someone frm work. anyway, its total disaster. den i wasn a great help today. cos i was supposed to help "pack" some folders, but i cant freaking find the forms. and i forgot how to use the freaking photocopying machine. and i used the wrong machine. today, is simply not my day.
and we worked till near to 10:30 den we leave. :x gosh!
but luckily my superstar idol did not disappoint me. i was so darn nervous when they were annoucing the results. so so so afraid that derrick will get out. not because i have no confidence in him. i dun trust the scoring system. i dun trust the fans. 70% of scores from the fans vote. that's what i call cheating of money. >:0 somemore one call so expensive. they are crazy. we are crazy. wadever.
tml going geylang to eat with kian and min. hope coy n es will join us too. den we'll have a big gathering. :D the more the merrier. :D
oh yea! suddenly tot of something. min complained that she cant access to my blog. anyone else with this same problem pls inform me. if possible. lol.
min: if u can access le pls leave a msg in my taggy. at least i noe the problem no longer exist. thanks. :D
/me listening to derrick sing. waiting for his latest clip to be posted on superstar webbie. :D den i can hear him sing.
/me faints.
=D
Monday, July 18, 2005 1:43 PM
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If you think u cant find anyone more crazy over derrick hoh den me, then you r WRONG. i was searching for his info on the net, and viola! i saw so many blogs talking bout him. there are so many fan-girls out there, each crazier then the previous one. and i tot we r already crazy enough. well, i guess i am realli getting old. no longer have the qualifications to go chasing after some idols. thaht is noe something people of my age will do. lol..
but my idol is still derrick hoh weijian! was viewing his video clips in school jus now. found out that the gals formerly frm E-5 also like him. muahaha! addition to weijian's fan-girls club. lol. omg. i cant wait for wednesday, where i can hear him sing. :x today is the revival round. hope everything goes well for him.
/me pray hard to god.
but my idol is still derrick hoh weijian! was viewing his video clips in school jus now. found out that the gals formerly frm E-5 also like him. muahaha! addition to weijian's fan-girls club. lol. omg. i cant wait for wednesday, where i can hear him sing. :x today is the revival round. hope everything goes well for him.
/me pray hard to god.
Sunday, July 17, 2005 11:59 PM
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today, i woke up very early. actually not very early. but is considered morning to me. 11am on a sunday. oh my god.
went J8 to watch superstar with Y.Z. another y.o.z outing again. today was supposed to be yes933 event. den they have this photo-taking with all 933 djs. waitied for quite long. somemore got the jones, shi kang jun come n sing. after jones sing den djs sing. after djs sing, play games. after games, photo-taking again! we waited for a hell long of time. squeeze like sardines with all the otehrs fan-girls. omg. we r becoming more n more like fan-girls. gosh! but after the long wait, FINALLY! saw my super idol. DERRICK HOH!!!! peepz remember to suport him in the revival round okieZ! support M1!!!! lol. he is darn darn cute. gosh!
after wad seems to be a long time, we finally got out of the place(after the event finishes, of course!). i was sweating like i jus ran 2.4km. its realli very very hot, and my whole shirt was wet. sounds smelly huh? lol. went to pasta mania and took our late lunch, and went to meet es @ causeway point. zi hav to go eat steamboat wif her frens, and coy wanna go home. :P as for me, i watched movie wif es. we watched a japanese movie "Be With You". Holy God! that show darn nice lo. but watch le keep crying. cos realli darn darn sad. even now my eyes r still feeling puffy. :x
anyway.. dun say le. gonna go see the pics taken jus now. :D
simply love derrick! HE MUST WIN!!
This is my idol, Derrick Hoh.
click on the pic to see a better view of him.
went J8 to watch superstar with Y.Z. another y.o.z outing again. today was supposed to be yes933 event. den they have this photo-taking with all 933 djs. waitied for quite long. somemore got the jones, shi kang jun come n sing. after jones sing den djs sing. after djs sing, play games. after games, photo-taking again! we waited for a hell long of time. squeeze like sardines with all the otehrs fan-girls. omg. we r becoming more n more like fan-girls. gosh! but after the long wait, FINALLY! saw my super idol. DERRICK HOH!!!! peepz remember to suport him in the revival round okieZ! support M1!!!! lol. he is darn darn cute. gosh!
after wad seems to be a long time, we finally got out of the place(after the event finishes, of course!). i was sweating like i jus ran 2.4km. its realli very very hot, and my whole shirt was wet. sounds smelly huh? lol. went to pasta mania and took our late lunch, and went to meet es @ causeway point. zi hav to go eat steamboat wif her frens, and coy wanna go home. :P as for me, i watched movie wif es. we watched a japanese movie "Be With You". Holy God! that show darn nice lo. but watch le keep crying. cos realli darn darn sad. even now my eyes r still feeling puffy. :x
anyway.. dun say le. gonna go see the pics taken jus now. :D
simply love derrick! HE MUST WIN!!
This is my idol, Derrick Hoh.
click on the pic to see a better view of him.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005 11:25 PM
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omg. i am sick.
1. sore throat
2. cough
3. running nose
/me cries
the horoscope thing in friendster is getting from bad to worse. its no longer as accurate. darn. now i lose mt source for horoscope. where should i get my updates? anyone have any accurate horoscope updates can share?
oh. and yea. actually yst perlyn from work called to ask me go work. but i am sick! if not i can at least get another day of pay. sob. wad can i say?
today is ding yao's birthday. but the guys didn plan anythn for him. den the girls' main organizers also didn plan anythn, so end up we jus meet up and greet him 'happy birthday' during dinner break. :x after that we went for our class le.
today i borrowed mca book from jane. hundreds of apology to youloon, cos i lost lab 4 & 5 of mca. :x but dun worry! i will photocopy and replace it! :D /me grins
tml have to wake up early to photocopy the notes and study. onli have till 130 to study. cos me meeting min 130 at orchard. accompany her go walk walk. if not she always go home will be alone. so sad. /me saiayng
okie! thats all i gonna type. tt alex toh on tv is driving me crazy with all his singings. damn. i used to like him. but now i seriously dun like him. dunno y. mayb his songs ba. realli turns me off. >:0
have to go study for my basic theory test le. until now haven realli touched anything yet. :x /me dies
1. sore throat
2. cough
3. running nose
/me cries
the horoscope thing in friendster is getting from bad to worse. its no longer as accurate. darn. now i lose mt source for horoscope. where should i get my updates? anyone have any accurate horoscope updates can share?
oh. and yea. actually yst perlyn from work called to ask me go work. but i am sick! if not i can at least get another day of pay. sob. wad can i say?
today is ding yao's birthday. but the guys didn plan anythn for him. den the girls' main organizers also didn plan anythn, so end up we jus meet up and greet him 'happy birthday' during dinner break. :x after that we went for our class le.
today i borrowed mca book from jane. hundreds of apology to youloon, cos i lost lab 4 & 5 of mca. :x but dun worry! i will photocopy and replace it! :D /me grins
tml have to wake up early to photocopy the notes and study. onli have till 130 to study. cos me meeting min 130 at orchard. accompany her go walk walk. if not she always go home will be alone. so sad. /me saiayng
okie! thats all i gonna type. tt alex toh on tv is driving me crazy with all his singings. damn. i used to like him. but now i seriously dun like him. dunno y. mayb his songs ba. realli turns me off. >:0
have to go study for my basic theory test le. until now haven realli touched anything yet. :x /me dies
Sunday, July 10, 2005 1:12 AM
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i dunno wad i should say actually. i m realli super bored.
haven been blogging much for the last week.
first, lets congrats me for geeting a part time job. it is some job at a real estate angency doing admin job. went for work yst. people i met yst were quite nice. but they give me the feeling that i should watch my back. REALLY mus be conscious of my every movement. gosh! it is more political den in DFS, where the aunties only fight over commission and gossip. at least in DFS u can stay away from them as much as possible. in this company, i doubt u can. cos the night shift onli consist of a few people. so for the whole 4 hrs u'll b facing them. ==; i hate political issues.
speaking of being political. i m starting to know more abt political stuffs that are happening to my lecture mates. it is within their class actually. i think i shouldn't meddle with these type of thingy. will get burnt easily. /me walks away. why do people have to hate someone and den think n talk bad abt someone? not only other people. i admit i do too. but who in this world doesn't? yawn. luckily i m not that detestable. if not i think i will be very lonely. i hate being lonely.
today, i stayed at home for the whole day. not realli the whole day. went sun plaza met up wif on n min. on passed me comics and the sweater, while min n me go return vcds. these few days keep renting vcds. such a waste of money. spent 2o bucks on the sweater on passed to me. colour is not bad, size is jus nice. its the same as on's, jus tt hers is hot pink, while mine is cyan. demo, kore wa kawaii desu! (but, this is cute!) my mum scold me thou. always buy clothes. like realli got alot of money to spend like tt. ==;
tml. going to cos-fest wif on, min, bren. dunno if es coming too. es. he is sure one busy guy. always going out wif frenz. always spending money. dun say i spend alot. he spends more den me lo! every week sure go out one. den always squeeze a few programms into one day. from morning till night. sometimes even till 2 or 3 in the early morning. somemore never add me in his blog. onli add his frenz from poly. >:0 ES! if u r reading this, i hate you. /me wack teddy and run away.
wadever. now drinking baileys. think the alcohol is getting into my system. i m starting to feel sleepy. mayb i should store tt cup of baileys i poured in the fridge and seek refuge in my bed. ==; i m dreaming le yea? lol. wad can i say? omg. i hate being bored. i hate being poor. i hate politics. i hate bad people. i hate people who hurt my frenz. i hate backstabbers.
most of all,
i think i hate myself.
haven been blogging much for the last week.
first, lets congrats me for geeting a part time job. it is some job at a real estate angency doing admin job. went for work yst. people i met yst were quite nice. but they give me the feeling that i should watch my back. REALLY mus be conscious of my every movement. gosh! it is more political den in DFS, where the aunties only fight over commission and gossip. at least in DFS u can stay away from them as much as possible. in this company, i doubt u can. cos the night shift onli consist of a few people. so for the whole 4 hrs u'll b facing them. ==; i hate political issues.
speaking of being political. i m starting to know more abt political stuffs that are happening to my lecture mates. it is within their class actually. i think i shouldn't meddle with these type of thingy. will get burnt easily. /me walks away. why do people have to hate someone and den think n talk bad abt someone? not only other people. i admit i do too. but who in this world doesn't? yawn. luckily i m not that detestable. if not i think i will be very lonely. i hate being lonely.
today, i stayed at home for the whole day. not realli the whole day. went sun plaza met up wif on n min. on passed me comics and the sweater, while min n me go return vcds. these few days keep renting vcds. such a waste of money. spent 2o bucks on the sweater on passed to me. colour is not bad, size is jus nice. its the same as on's, jus tt hers is hot pink, while mine is cyan. demo, kore wa kawaii desu! (but, this is cute!) my mum scold me thou. always buy clothes. like realli got alot of money to spend like tt. ==;
tml. going to cos-fest wif on, min, bren. dunno if es coming too. es. he is sure one busy guy. always going out wif frenz. always spending money. dun say i spend alot. he spends more den me lo! every week sure go out one. den always squeeze a few programms into one day. from morning till night. sometimes even till 2 or 3 in the early morning. somemore never add me in his blog. onli add his frenz from poly. >:0 ES! if u r reading this, i hate you. /me wack teddy and run away.
wadever. now drinking baileys. think the alcohol is getting into my system. i m starting to feel sleepy. mayb i should store tt cup of baileys i poured in the fridge and seek refuge in my bed. ==; i m dreaming le yea? lol. wad can i say? omg. i hate being bored. i hate being poor. i hate politics. i hate bad people. i hate people who hurt my frenz. i hate backstabbers.
most of all,
i think i hate myself.
Saturday, July 09, 2005 1:59 PM
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| You Are Chocolate Ice Cream |
 Your personality is super strong and unique. Many people crave you constantly - while you turn a few off. You are most compatible with coffee ice cream. |
did this for fun. lol. sounds quite true, and i LOVE chocolate! yea yea yea! :D so anyone is coffee ice cream? i know mic is not. haha~!
Thursday, July 07, 2005 1:57 AM
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the time now is 1:57am. i m suppose to wake up at 6:30am. but now i doubt i can wake up. argh! i HAVE to attend mca lab in the morning. cant afford to skip anoymore lessons. there will be lab test next week, n i think i still noe nuts abt tt subject. and networking test. ==; what in the world is happening! in jus a blink of eye, all the tests are coming my way, suffocating me. feeling so stressed up now. jus completed the accounting proj. tying up lose ends, as wad julia referred to.
wadever. have to force myself to slp. feeling so hot n sticky. yearning for a hot bath, but i to spare another 15 mins of slping time is a no-no. NO!
/me pops sleeping pills.
wadever. have to force myself to slp. feeling so hot n sticky. yearning for a hot bath, but i to spare another 15 mins of slping time is a no-no. NO!
/me pops sleeping pills.
Wednesday, July 06, 2005 1:05 AM
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After planning for a few days, we finally brought forward the plan. to help xiwen celebrate her birthday. so much plannings, so much hiding. but the troubles paid off. everyone enjoyed the mini 'party' we had at ffr. thanks to mich and ade, we all had some delicious cake from sweet secret. realli super nice lo! never tasted such superb fruit cake b4. :x the girls were so enthu, playing with cake n everything. after celebration was c++. think i 'high' too much during the dinner break, so i cant realli concentrate on wad the teacher was talking abt. copied the whole lab, but the teacher oso nv say anythn. mayb he tot i know, like some other labs. but i know nuts abt this lab. ==; anyway, after lab we went amk to eat prata at the S-11. surprisingly, the prata tastes quite good. :P after that went home le.
/me tired.
/me tired.
Tuesday, July 05, 2005 12:33 AM
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today i skipped semestral proj again. think i m going to get tt warning letter le. i already got one letter for xml already. opps. i m really skipping alot of lessons. this is not good. i am not studying! not listening to lecs, skipping labs whenever possible, late for tutorials. gosh! wad type of student am i? i hope i will do well for the exams. realli gonna start studying. enough of all the holiday mood! no more fun, no more shopping trips for me. >:0 the wednesday school off is doing more bad den good. i m going out EVERY freaking wednesdays. shopping, swimming and wad? so many things. my mum is getting more n more pissed with me. what can i do? if u ask me to stay at home i'll b bored to tears, but i also dun wanna spend $$. girls. are all girls alwasy in dilema? or do guys have these problems too? i think people who r rich will not hav this prob. so my aim: to marry a rich guy. :x muahaha. opps! its out of topic! :D anyway, today is a boring day. ended sch at 3pm, went amk S11 wid min n kian to eat, and den home. finished my rented movie, alexander, slept. woke up returned vcd, 'fetched' my sister home from mos, and den home. did some accounting proj, and den here i m, blogging.
/me pace the room
i dunno wad i gonna do. its so bored. and stuffy.
HUMID weather.
sucky.
/me fa pi qi
/me pace the room
i dunno wad i gonna do. its so bored. and stuffy.
HUMID weather.
sucky.
/me fa pi qi
Friday, July 01, 2005 11:39 PM
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wonder wad happened to shoutbox. is it full? will it ever get full? or wad? y cant i tag? its getting fustrating, cos usually it'll b okie after a few days. but this time its taking hell long. >:0 argh!
nvm. i am crazy. jus wanna find something to complain. feeling abit fustrated now. okie. mayb not abit. mayb ALOT. think its because of all the humidity. argh! i bathed 3 times today ar! and i m thinking of the 4th. ==;
argh! going crazy.
tml going kbox wif fren at cck. now dun dare go amk kbox le. cos its KOWAII NEHZ!!
/me runs and hide
nvm. i am crazy. jus wanna find something to complain. feeling abit fustrated now. okie. mayb not abit. mayb ALOT. think its because of all the humidity. argh! i bathed 3 times today ar! and i m thinking of the 4th. ==;
argh! going crazy.
tml going kbox wif fren at cck. now dun dare go amk kbox le. cos its KOWAII NEHZ!!
/me runs and hide
