Green day

Wednesday, March 31, 2010 3:10 AM

♥Moving On

Put aside everything else, no more late nights out, no more funny thoughts.

All I have to do now is to concentrate on my exams, and look forward to my trip!

This is what I tell myself everyday.

As Rui mentioned before, if I tell myself "I can do it" ten times, I can do it. If I still cannot do it, I'll repeat it twenty times.

And everyday, I tell myself "I can do it for my exams, and I can do it to put you aside".

One hundred times a day should be enough to keep me going on.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010 4:35 AM

♥Smile - The Greatest Cover-Up

I am not as tough as anyone sees me to be.

And that is why, now I ask myself " Why do I put myself through all the same shit again? "

The reason?

Because I am as stupid as ever.

After a whole night of seeing you hugging and smiling at other people, I know.

Don't worry. I know this is what you want.

I will give you what you want.

I will go away. Silently.

And after tonight, I learnt something new.

To smile, even when your heart is wrenching.

I've reached, yet another level of dealing with pain.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010 2:43 AM

♥Wishes

A pen, to pen your thoughts when you are feeling troubled.

To path your career when you are with your clients.

Hopefully to bring you through moments that are precious and important in your life.

A gift that I picked, specially for you.

I did not see myself typing this on my blog when I was walking around choosing the gift. I wanted to write a card, but decided against it. I am doing this now, because I know I wouldn't be telling you in face.

Sincerely the best wishes in everything from now and onwards, Happy Birthday Alan Su.

Tuesday, March 09, 2010 12:52 AM

♥

I am so laughable.

Whenever I thought I can finally grasp something in my own palms, it just have to keep slipping out of my fingers.

Is it that I am always grabbing sand? Or is my grasp not strong enough?

What is it that is happening everytime?

I am so tired.

Makes me wanna stop trying . . .