Haven't been blogging for quite some time. Simply too lazy to blog.
Lets see what I've been up to these few weeks.
Feb 14th Valentines Day.
Had bbq at pasir ris park with Joey, Tricia, Daryl, Felicia, Dilion, Nahar, Jeremy, Jamine. It was a relaxing day, and we had super loads of fun. Yea. We definitely have fun, cos we have all the crappy people there. Fel brought Peach Vodka and Tricia brought Tequilla. Both Tricia and Felicia KOed, and I was a lil high. Stayed at the park till 7am and then home sweet home. Slept for the remaining of the day. Haha. . . Thanks peepz! We should do this again!
Then came Chinese New Year. I had a boring CNY this year. The atmosphere is not there. No mood to celebrate. Have to do alot of things. Clean and clean and clean. Start of CNY and I have to help my mum entertain the guests. I am working like a maid~ Just that I wasnt paid.
Feb 24thBusy day.
Met Youyang for movie and lunch in the early afternoon. Watched Twins Mission. Quite funny la~ The actions part quite interesting. Just cant understand how there can be so many pieces of glasses for them to smash. Must have cost a bomb! Haha! Then went to slack around before meeting Siew & Co.
Met Min n Ming at bugis while waiting for Siew, On, Kian, Jian, JingHui, Zm and Jing. After everyone arrived, we heeded down to Xian De Lai for Steamboat dinner. Had fun reminicing about our secondary school life. How i wish I can stay young forever. After dinner they decided to go elsewhere while I went Dblo to meet Jolene.
Went Dblo woth Jolene. Had fun, got tipsy, knew some new friends. Went home, and then went temple to pray with my parents. Even had breakfast before going home. Only slept at 10am. Knock-out again.
Till now. . . I have nothing much to do.
Till then ba....
Amended
February 09.
I lost someone important in my life. You won't know how much you meant to me. It is more than just those you saw. But it doesn't matter already. Because I know you won't be back anymore.
I knew this gonna happen. I felt that coldness you gave. I felt it piercing through my heart. And here, I know maybe you won't even see this post. I really wanted to know what's going on in your mind. But I figured out. . .
Maybe in the first place I was the one thinking about all these all along. Maybe I don't have a place anywhere. Maybe I don't mean anything. So. . . yeah. I don't wanna know anymore.
But I want you to know. Whatever that I have done, I did it because I wanna do it. Never once did I do it just to entertain anybody. Never once, did I have to cook up any excuses to you. Maybe that is why it is so painful.
I fell. Too many times. You were there to pick me up the last time. I am thankful for that. And now, I know that I must walk on, alone.
I will. But it hurts.
陈奕 - 等待我守候在你家的门外
整个晚上都不离开
我想你靠在我的胸怀
我要将感觉留到every night
走在吵闹拥挤的人海
我想要好好感觉你的存在
望着遥远灰色的星海
一个人孤独的发呆
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不怕累只要我的身边有你陪
请你相信我是真的不后悔
Was cleaning up my pig sty and I heard this song. Suddenly feeling super emo, so decided to post the lyrics here. Maybe I will put up this song. . . maybe.
